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The first time Zhao Yinqing set eyes on Sun Lu, she’d immediately fallen hopelessly in love, and had been dead set on loving him for 12 years.
But this love was one-sided.
Without even so much as a glance at her, Sun Lu loyally stuck to his white moonlight (first love). Finally, at the age of 26, Zhao Yinqing fell down a flight of stairs. As her soul began to dissipate, she watched wide-eyed as Sun Lu smashed her own grave like a lunatic.
He actually hated her to this point! She thought to herself: If I could live again, at the moment I first see you, someone please make me blind!
Then, heaven opened its eyes and brought her back to the time when it had all begun. Meeting with Sun Lu once again, Zhao Yinqing told him, “Sun Lu, can you stay away from me?”
Sun Lu: “Sure!”
Afterwards, listening to his mother, Sun Lu started living in the Zhao family home.
“Zhao Yinqing, I’m injured, won’t you console me?”
“Zhao Yinqing, it’s been so many years, won’t you look at me?”
“Zhao Yinqing, would it kill you to like me, just for a while?”
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| Short Title | : | IDWTWMA |
| Alternate Title | : | 这个白月光我不要了 |
| Status | : | Completed |
| Author | : | 尧三青 |
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I need help finding a Novel, I remember that in one of the arcs the MC becomes a scientist in a zombie apocalypse, but the story is already halfway through and the ML has already come in because of the Original Body, but has become a "ghost", It ends up that the MC cures the zombie apocalypse and dies, so he "goes back" in time, the ML ends up coming back too but in this the original MC of the story had already been reborn and arrested the MC, sorry if it's confusing.
En la primera vida y en general, el anterior interés amoroso de FL es uno de los peores tóxicos que existen. Es el narcisista, todo trata sobre de él y únicamente él sufre. También es el que lástima emocionalmente para complacer su vanidad, pero no lo suficiente para que ella decida alejarse. Minando constantemente su autoestima, y dándole apenas migajas para que ella no pierda la esperanza. Le gusta que le ruegue, pero también humillarla. Le gusta burlarse de ella, de sus desgracias. Y no la deja ser feliz con nadie más. Y lo peor es que sabe que es así, sabe bien lo que hace. Y por lo poco que le da quiere agradecimiento y adoración. También es de los que hace berrinches, y de los que están acostumbrados a que todos deben adorarlo y a todas debe gustarle. Para poder humillar y sentír que todo está bien, por que mientras lo ignora FL más siente que le gusta.
No me malinterpreten, solo analizo su personalidad. Pero en su segunda vida, FL ya no es un cerebro tonto enamorado.
I came back to re-read this novel after a year. I'm still so hooked up with the plotline. I like the MC's character so much. She is unlike other rebirth female who soughts revenge. She just makes sure her father is safe. She started living her new life leaving everything in the past. She never forgive the male lead. She just became very indifferent to him. She had actually moved on with her life. She liked and dated 2 other guys. The male lead was jealous but couldn't confornt her as she never cared about his feelings. She was very indifferent to him as I said before. Later he became more paranoid. Only after her breakup with her 2nd long term boyfriend ended, she gave him (ml) a chance. She felt he's pitiful and decided to date him. But he was still constantly in fear that she is whimsical and may leave him anytime. Because she doesn't love him. The male lead basically suffered from unrequired love throughout the entire novel.
Why mix He and She? I can hardly tell if this is a woman or a man?
A complicated rebirth story - the MC does all she can do to avoid her poor, unloved previous path but despite changing everything- she still comes face to face with the man from her past. Pretty good look at despair and mental illness as well as learning to make choices for herself. Love the side characters from high school and college.
I re-read this again and I’m still quite intrigued by the plot. I really hope the FL explains to the ML about his dreams someday.